I get satisfaction, when I work up a load that is better then the known commercial best load, that have you have found as a base line. Even if on the trail to the magic, and may take awhile. Like my 45 ACP 200gr SWC load is pretty dam good for targets and accurate too for my use. I enjoy reloading, almost as much as shooting, almost.. But I do enjoy making something that I can tailor to my gear, rifle and pistol I strive for safe, reliable, accuracy.Not cheap all of the time, I always prefer better (over just plinking). The better the components equals more $. Over my years of reloading, my costs that were saved, have already paid off my equipment, many a fold. When you find that load you shop around for your components, find other shooters and ask you will find the best deals. At the range, look for the guy shagging his brass. Most will be very helpful, but always find out with checking known good manuals. My father in law shagged his brass and always loaded his too hot for my tastes, and I have some of his toys and the load data he used and his documentation, which I would not use it. Confirm any supplied information supplied.
If you think that is worth the time and $, maybe it could be for you.
Do you have any reloading clubs near you? Do you know anyone that reloads and give a hands on demo?