I know you work really hard for everything you have, and have earned including your recent win! I do remember seeing a post on Facebook of you getting in 3 multi thousand dollar optics enough so you have one on your airsoft gun. So at your level their is some give, and take my whole AR, pistol, and soon to be Xmas present of a JM Pro shotgun are about what one of those optics cost retail. I want to be able to compete at least at a the club level, but as you have shown this is not the sport for those on a tight budget.