I agree you should see a therapist.
Go look in the mirror and tell yourself to take two aspirin and call in the morning.
Seriously I am with you brother.
There are times there is no viable choice.
I don't feel naked but I do feel uneasy and lopsided.
I feel like I am going to fall over from the weight imbalance.
Same here:
I always wear an ankle holster with a S&W model 60. When I do not wear it , its like I got a hitch in my gitty-up. My left leg starts moving faster than usual
